'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.
Tuesday, October 15, 2002
What Sort of Romantic Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
-eyes wide open-
eeeks... this is so true.... yikes...
what type of book are you? brought to you by Quizilla
shit... dunno whats my prob.. am so bored that i'm doing quiz after quiz...
hmm? romance? o...k
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10:05 PM.
which eye are you? brought to you by Quizilla
oh my oh my.. i'm in love.. yes i'm in love.. i love phyllis.. love phyllis love
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9:47 PM.
i am so lost... dunno how to draw those details.. help....
-raises hand and shouts for lecturer-
er.. there's no one in the lab.. am such a freak
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9:18 PM.
stupid shit.. just plotted my stuff but am still gonna get a big fat zero.. 0... ZERO.. what the hell.. wtf.. argh.... the damn lecturers don't want it cos i'm late. can't even get into class now.. they locked the blardy door... what am i to do...? cow ass... shouldn't have woke up so early... damn it.. should have just slept and slept until the next morn or something... ugh... am so pissed.. P-I-S-S-E-D....
- bangs the table, kicks the cpu...- *ouch*
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8:23 PM.
hmm.. just went to Jill's blog.. and read her 'lelication' thingie.. haha.. was freakingly funny...
anyway.. don't think she'll ever come across my blogs. haven't told anyone bout it except weining anyway.. she was being kpo.. hurhur... kk.. shall continue on with the jill thingie. as i was about to say.." thanks for the nice lil 'lelication' thingie hon... =) hmm.. you wanna help me with the auditions? hee..
kk.. anyway.. don't worry bout me. i'll get on with life.. somehow... or rather.. -grinx- i don't know.. i don't know if i should carry on with life.. or should i carry on loving her? it seems that i might get a chance to be back with her.. hmm.. k shall not have such high hopes.. yet.. lets just wait and see how everything goes...
till then..
gotta run... -Sheryl scoots off-
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9:03 AM.
stupid shit.. am at home but have to continue with those blardy drawings... hmph~ am pissed...
actually.. am in quite a good mood.. my dear just called me. was terribly shocked when i answered the phone and heard her voice.. never did i expect her to call me.. hmm.. what is she up to...? ha.. i feel great.. lalalalala.. i feel great.. oh my.. its just a simple telephone call but it has transformed me totally.. am so HAPPY... can't wait to hear from her again..! love her so much! muackx muackx muackx...!
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8:29 AM.
oh my oh my.... i'm here again.. think i'm hooked on this shit... i return every few minutes..
jean just called... she thinks that i'm burying myself with work to keep myself occupied so that i wouldn't think of phyllis or something... sigh... maybe i am.. i don't know.. but i've really got tons of stuff to do do...
sigh.. jean just told me that nate broke up with her girlfriend.. feeling so sad for nate.. she and her gf went for at least 20months.. compared to me and phyllis... its like.. wow.. bet nate must be so depressed now.. sigh.. really don't understand why they have to do this kind of stuff to hurt us... it really feels terrible... why? We really tried our best and put in all our effort into our relationships... should we feel depressed or angry? it just isn't fair... but whatever.. if u really love a person.. u'll let her go rite? u wouldn't want to make her feel sad... u'll give her freedom... u can't hold on to her... sigh...
phyllis my dear.. i know u'll never see this.. u don't even give a bloody shit abt me.. but just want u to know that i'll still be there for u.. i'll give u my shoulder to cry on.. i'll be there for u whenever u need me. come rain or shine... even though u've really hurt me so, so bad... i still love u.. as much as before.. my feelings for u will never fade.. they will NEVER FADE...
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5:59 AM.
ok.. am back once again.. i seriously have no life...
anyway.. think i won't be doing my key designs.. cos i'm not even done with the plans and section... the plans and sections are enuff to kill.. can't imagine doing those shit key details...
argh. why doesn't that damn hp of mine ring??? i've been waiting and waiting for her to msg or call... but she never ever does... i am so disappointed.. - breaks down and cries-
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5:39 AM.
hahahahahahhaha.. lol.. weining just saw my blogs.. and she saw mittens as kittens!!! doofus! she's going cocked eye or something....
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4:43 AM.
i got no life... am on the com the whole day... neck is breaking.. eyes are dying from all that strain...
ahhhh!!! haven't even started on details!!! freak.. i hate computer drawings!!! it makes me ill!
how to make me unill? phyllis is all i need!.. bwah.. what the shit am i talking abt.. - mumble mumble-
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4:40 AM.
got a blardy headache!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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3:57 AM.
hmph.. am at another lab now.. feel like some kind of homeless creature with no lab to go.. bloody hell..
sigh.. back is aching... want to go home and sleep.. zzzz.. am such a pig... had macdonald's for din just now... shit.. am eating such unhealthy food... am gonna grow as fat as a sumo wrestler soon... freak....
suddenly thought of bridget jones.. i'm ending up like her.. talking about the amt ate.. cig smoked.. hur.. am so so wierd...
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3:43 AM.
yawn.. have been sitting on this chair and the bloody moniter has been staring at me for the past dunno how many cow hours... i'm gonna end up with a bloody big butt if i do this everydae.. darn...
brrr.. its freaking cold again... fingers have all gone numb... think i shall bring mitttens or something tmr... hur...
oh freak.. they're closing the lab... i haven't finished with the drawings.... haf to hand it up in the morn tmr.. am in such deep shit...
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2:10 AM.
