//SpartacuS.industries.*

'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Thursday, October 31, 2002

just got up.. am going to the beach!!! am so happy.. =) need a tan desperately...

argh... this song is in my head.. help.. i've been thinking of it the whole of last night.. yikes.. it keeps ringing in my ears.. don't know why...

I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where I used to lay

And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know its your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough.
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.

>>>>>
Patty Smyth and Don Henley - Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough
>>>>>

muttered @ 5:34 PM.

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ooh. i like...
-grin-

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jewel's cool... i like too...

muttered @ 8:47 AM.

stupid shit.. xuan's not going anymore.. she's grounded or something..
haiyah.. so sad...

muttered @ 8:06 AM.

grrrrrrr............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just got home not long ago.. painting was quite alrite.. am trying to upload the pics now.. hmm... my hands are disgusting. have got splotches of paint all over me.. eeeeyer.. so gross... can't come out.. i was scrubbing myself like mad just now.. but the stupid paint just couldn't get off... damn...now i look like an idiot.. so dirty.. yucks!

hmm.. will be going to the beach tmr.. yeah!!!! -grin- i can't wait. going with weining, colly, xuan and moooooooomooooo.. haha.. lol.. haven't seen her for so long.. kinda miss her.. bleh.. =) oh.. went to phy's house to get my ball with weining just now.. felt so weird.. eeyer.. went to her house.. then weining did all the talking.. i just sat there like a dumb fool.. oh.. realised that she isn't wearing the ring i gave her nimore.. hmph~ whatever.. waste my money only... bleh.. =\ 400 bucks? yikes.. think i was so foolish last time.. argh.. aiyah. heck lah.. its over..

yawn- am so tired.......................................................... shall go to bed soon.. darn.. am such a pig. i sleep so much..

muttered @ 7:21 AM.