'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Wednesday, November 06, 2002  

-makes funny noises- am trying to entertain myself.. am bloody bored at home... no one's free to go out.. hmm.. maybe its because i didn't ask.. oh.. whatever.. -Sheryl prays that someone will ask her out- hur. k.. am mad.. whatever... heck... oh.. heard this song last nite by Rascal Flatts (These Days).. and went to check out more of their songs.. i like.. shall go get their album... nice nice.. soothing to the ear... countryish...

like the lyrics of this song:
Every road that I’ve been down
The only truth that I have found
There’s only one thing I can’t live without
You

I was searching for something I thought I would never find
Losing my mind
In and out of bad love, I thought I was born to lose
Then came you
I thought I knew what the real thing was
But nothing shakes me like your love does
I’ve been hypnotized
Now I realize

Every road that I’ve been down
The only truth that I have found
There’s only one thing I can’t live without
You

Every time I get lost in a temperamental mood
You still stay cool
Just when I think that this life`s about to drive me insane
You take the reins
Every time I feel I’m drifting off course
You’re my compass, you’re my one true north
In a mixed up world
You make sense to me girl

Every road that I’ve been down
The only truth that I have found
There’s only one thing I can’t live without
You

Yeah, every road girl
Leads me to you
And baby, that’s all I need to know

Every road that I’ve been down
The only truth that I have found
There’s only one thing I can’t live without
You

Every road that I’ve been down in my life
Every time I feel I’m taking off
Every road that I’ve been down in my life
Every road girl, leads me to you
Yes it did, yes it did
Every road girl
Every road leads me to you

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Rascal Flatts - You
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muttered @ 9:16 PM.

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pissed pissed pissed
bloody com sucks..
everything doesn't work..
when connected, the digi cam doesn't work
when connected, the web cam doesn't work
when connected, the scanner doesn't work
grrrrr....
nothing works..
S T U P I D

oh.. yeah.. forgot to say, had this this weird dream last night...
haha..
dreamt of this really really pretty girl.. -drool-
she was really really pretty, like rachel stevens... but even prettier.. tall, sexy... haha..
nice, smooth tan skin... lol..
then then then.. in the dream.. i was running after her.
haha.. madness...
she kissed me in the end..!
haha.. aiyah.. so sad.. its only a dream..
bleh

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Rascal Flatts- These Days
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muttered @ 5:56 AM.

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cut my hair.. it looks.... erm... eew...
short.. short.. its very short..
yikes.. argh.. its all that stupid stussy visor's fault!
grrr...
wanted to buy it.. but when i went to pp.. it was sold out.. fuck lah
so i got pissed..
went to far east..
saw this new hair shop..
had this strong urge to have my hair cut..
so in i went...
regret cutting my hair..
its not that bad..
but think it dosen't suit me..
-sigh-
nvm.. heck.. hair will grow..

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argh..............

hmm.. went for the job interview shit.. don't think i'll want to work there.. environment sucks.. all the cheena piakers... eeyer -scrunches up face- yuck yuck yuck..

haiyah
was trying to install the dumb webcam..
but realised that i'm using windows xp. and the dumb cam can't work with xp.. fucking hell.. wasted my time.. so dumb... dumb dumb dumb.. what a lousy web cam..

kk.. enuff of complaining and whining.. am gonna try and get a new layout for my blog..
yup..

oh.. the pics are fine now.. dunno what went wrong last nite.. server down or something.. got me so frustrated... S T U P I D...

hmm.. i keep smeling the clay on my hair.. smells nice.. i like... =)

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TLC - Over Me
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muttered @ 3:20 AM.

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