'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Saturday, November 23, 2002  

just got up.
hmm..
actually.
i'm not as depressed as i thought i would be.

-grin-

thought i would be weeping my eyes out last nite.
but guess what?
i didn't shed a single tear.
i am so proud of myself.

-beams-

i was thinking the whole night.
i'm moving on.
i'll take it as a lesson learnt.
she was a waste of time,
she was a waste of money.
i'm moving on.

got so upset last nite
because she lied to me.
but whatever.
i'm not going to give a shit anymore.
she can be with whoever she wants.
its her life.
she makes the choices.
i'm moving on.
without her.

i'm slowly getting over her.
it'll take time.
but at least i'm showing improvement.

/sheryl smiles like a chershire cat.

muttered @ 10:18 PM.

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am in an extremely foul mood.

blood hell.

i hate phyllis.
i hate phyllis.
i hate phyllis.
shall chant while sleeping tonite.

stupid.

wIndchiMe> just learn to live with it
wIndchiMe> my fren taught me that
wIndchiMe> takes lotsa time, courage n determination

i'll try. thanks. =)

someone, quick find me a girlfriend!
hurry!

...

before i tear myself into shreds.

muttered @ 9:33 AM.

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WEINING

was here

i'm dyin
its so bored

muttered @ 8:34 AM.

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aJ-> r u havin a fling by e name of sylvia ?
`55cc> who's that?
aJ-> i dunno
aJ-> well tht''s e news i heard tday
* `55cc opens her eyes wide

wth.
this is damn funny.
who the hell is sylvia?

/sheryl is blur.

fling?
-shakes head-

muttered @ 6:44 AM.

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