'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Tuesday, December 03, 2002  

just got home.
went to the aiport.
sent my dearie off.
eeps..
I MISS HER
won't be seeing her until.....
hmmm.. 2-3 weeks later?
dang.

/sheryl sits in the corner and sobs.

nvm.. at least i'm got lots of photos of her.
pretty pretty.

/sheryl stops crying.

aiyah.. help.. i'm sick.
-sniffles-
am feeling extra terrible now.
miss dearie.
and am down with that bloody chicken nehneh flu.

oh fuck.
now my mom tells me that we're leaving on thursdae instead.
freak.
bloody hell.
i haven't even bought my jacket!
bloody shit. haf to use the old one.

/sheryl is pissed.

what the cow?
i'm sick.
i miss maine.
and i haven't got my jacket.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrRRROAR.

oh.. niwae.. went down town for a lil while to meet dearie.
was walking along california fitness.
some photographer came up to me and said-
excuse me boy. are u singaporean?

then i went like yah

then he went like 'would u like to do an advertisment for nokia?
and passes me his name card.

then i said but i'm not a boy.

then he replies oh.. its ok

eeps..
he took a pic of me.
wonder if he'll call back.
but darn.
won't be in singapore.
freak.

just not my day

flu(sniffles)+Lovesick+pms= terrible. UgH

muttered @ 6:58 AM.

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