'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Thursday, December 05, 2002  

In the middle of the night
I turn on the light
Too desperate to breathe
Cause I get this craving
There's no time to waste gotta get a taste
Satisfy my need
Baby, won't you save me
Got this craving for you

dearie... i miss u. it sucks without u.
it really sucks i tell u.
can't wait for the moment when we'll be able to embrace each other again.
=\
niwae.. hope ure enjoying urself over in thailand alrite?
don't worry bout me.
i'm fine here.
i'm going to come back a big fat pig.
eeps...

till destiny allows

muttered @ 7:13 AM.

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okie doks.
am home in taiwan.
weathers not really good. kinda hot,
sucks.
walked round kaoshiung before coming back to dad's place.
am in tainan now btw.
sucked.
nothing to buy.
full of auntie stuff.
yuck.


went for dinner just now.
ate korean food.
was ok lah.
niwae.. some auntie selling ice cream at the food court said i was handsome!
-pengs-
she said i was a successful butch.
alamak.
can't believe it.
-shakes head in bewilderment-
she's blind.
i look like a piece of shit.
eeks.

lesbians are like a major common sight here.
they're everywhere.
-shudders-

still having the bloody mood swings.
i miss my girlfriend!
my poor lil angel's in thailand melting.
poor dearie was complaining about the hot sun.
said she was going to melt.
eeps.

-still missing her dearie maine-

muttered @ 4:47 AM.

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