'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Tuesday, December 10, 2002  

rest of the week = hell

will be off to japan tmr. hokkaido to be exact.
won't be able to come online.
won't be able to msg.
dang
it already sucks here in taiwan.
not being able to see my dearie is bad enough.
its gonna be sucky for the rest of the week.
stupid shit.
am on the verge of crying.
i need maine desperately.

suck it.
todae wasn't a good day either.
was looking forward to the new levi's 6501s.
stock was suppose to be in todae.
ran all the way to levi's
and they told me that there was some problem with the shipping.
fuck it.
and the nice salesgirl wasn't even there.
was off. had to go to school.
sigh.

got my jacket todae though.
an osiris one.
wanted the freshjive jacket. but it was bloody big.
fit for a sumo wrestler.

niwae.. won't be blogging for a week.
catch up with u guys later..

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Dearest sweets,
i am so gonna miss u. please take good care of yourself. eat more, dun try and diet. its not good. i'll buy back lots of chocolates for u. u'll love them. =) and they are all for u. you're not going to share them with anyone else. not even me. -lol-

i am addicted to u as much as u are addicted to me. maybe even a lil more. don't worry or feel insecure. because me heart will always be with u. nonone else will take ur place. pls be patient and wait for me.

love u dearie... =)
love u so much.

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hey peepx. look after my dearie for me k?

muttered @ 6:47 AM.

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