'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Saturday, January 11, 2003  

fuck blogger.

niwae didn't get a wink of sleep.
tossed and turned.
felt like salad.
brain's the tosser.
salad bowl's the bed.
eyes are like those of a goldfish.
ugh. dunno wad shit i'm talking abt.

i'm fucked.

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My heart is slowly dying.
Don't know why I keep on crying.
There's something deep inside I just can't let go off.
Am about to lose my mind,
Can't sleep no more
Can't eat no more,
Am falling down all because we had a falling out.
I never meant to go that route.
Won't you pull me from the pain I feel inside.
That's enough to make the strongest man break down and cry.
Would you come and wipe these teardrops from my eyes.
Losing you is like losing my mind,
I need you in my life.

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your scent still lingers in between the sheets.

muttered @ 9:07 PM.

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