'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Monday, January 20, 2003  

This time
I'm done with always screwing up
I'm sick of one direction down
I'm a broken picture frame
My whole world twisted inside out
Screaming
Are voices like a hurricane
Telling me to wake up
Get out of bed
Put your feet on the floor
There's fresh air out the door

And I've been acting so pathetic
Knocking around like a ball on a string
It's taking time for me to get it
I'm ready and willing to do anything
To make it up to you

My arms are hurting so bad from being so empty
My heart weighs like a ton 'cause it feels so heavy
I'm standing here all alone
Wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away
From the damage

Last time
Playing with a broken string
It don't matter no one's listening
'Cause losing you has made me see
I've gotta change
Gotta blame it
All on me

And I've been acting so pathetic
Knocking around like a ball on a string
It's taking time for me to get it
I'm ready and willing to do anything
To make it up to you

My arms are hurting so bad from being so empty
My heart weighs like a ton 'cause it feels so heavy
I'm standing here all alone
Wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away
From the damage

My eyes may as well be blind if I just can't see you
My hands may as well be tied 'cause I just can't touch you

Before
The smoke can really clear away
From fires
I started yesterday
I know I've gotta find a way
Somehow I've gotta find a way to wake up
From the damage

My arms are hurting so bad from being so empty
My heart weighs like a ton 'cause it feels so heavy
I'm standing here all alone
Wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away
From the damage

My eyes may as well be blind if I just can't see you
My hands may as well be tied 'cause I just can't touch you

I'm standing here all alone
Wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away
From the damage

I'm standing here all alone
Wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away
From the damage

O-Town >> From The Damage

muttered @ 11:32 PM.

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help. can't stop laughing. lol.
just heard this really funny rumour.
someone said i went with maine because i was rejected by a girl.
lol.
alamak. this is real funny.
ok. maybe it doesn't sound funny to u. but it does to me.
anyhows here's how it goes.
ok. there's this girl. hmm. lets name her 'a'
was at monks on some friday nite.
'a' got drunk and kissed me. eeps.
yeah. dunno what happened and 'a' went back to her ex.
ok.. good. was happy for them.
and yah. even better. i got tgt with maine.
-smiles-
anyway. now the exgf hates my guts because i kissed 'a'.
she thinks i liked 'a'. and when 'a' went back with her, i got pissed.

anyway, u guys understand what i'm trying to say? haha.

/sheryl shakes her head.

nono. this is not truth at all. i do not like 'a' and i never went with maine because 'a' decided to be with her ex. i went with maine sinply because i loved maine. only maine. ha....

lol.
funniest thing i've heard though.

muttered @ 8:40 AM.

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