'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Monday, February 10, 2003  

in class now.
swollen eyes the size of golf balls.
ha. nope. am just exaggerating.
hur. but seriously, my eyes are swollen.
wearing my nerdy specs now.
i like.
niwae.
if love is blind has been running thru my head for the past few days.
ok running thru my head reminds me of the t.a.t.u song.
hur.

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough
This is not enough

-shrugs-

mixed emotions.

People say that you're no good for me
People say it constantly
I hear it said so much I repeat it in my sleep

Maybe I am just a fool for you
Maybe you're no angel too
But all that talk is cheap
When I'm alone with you

If love is blind
I'll find my way with you
Cause I can't see myself
Not in love with you
If love is blind
I'll find my way with you

All the world is crazy anyway
What's it matter what they say
If I'm the one that's wrong
Then let in be my mistake

If love is blind
I'll find my way with you
Cause I can't see myself
I'm not in love with you
If love is blind
I'll find my way with you

You wouldn't be with me tonight if I didn't feel I was right
What will it matter anyhow a hundred years from now

If love is blind
I'll find my way with you
Cause I can't see myself
I'm not in love with you
If love is blind
I'll find my way with you

Patience is a Virtue.
I'll Wait

You
sorry for the sudden outbursts last night.
sorry for what happened in the morning.
didn't mean to say those stuff.
guess am just selfish.
i dunno.
-shrugs-

muttered @ 11:24 PM.

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Disappointment

oh fuck it.
wadever.
am going to bed.

muttered @ 6:52 AM.

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