'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Wednesday, April 16, 2003  

Taking a break from my homework.
-rolls eyes-

fuck it.
i haven't had a wink of sleep in 48 hours.
how cool is that?
post pms is getting into me.

fuck it.
fuck school.
fuck everything.
fuck you.

I bet you wouldn't give a bloody shit even if i died.
I bet you'll be too busy thinking about your other one.

I'm just a fuckin piece of dung to you.
You come and go whenever you please.
You come to me whenever you're in trouble.
You come to me whenever you're in need.
I don't mind helping you.
I don't mind helping you at all.
I'll gladly help you.
Give you a shoulder to cry on.
An ear to listen to.
I'll give you everything,
Provided you show that you appreciate me.
Even the littlest bit will do.

I can't take this shit much longer.

You don't care.
If you're gonna continue with this shit.
I think i'm no longer gonna care for you too.

Whats the point?
its Po i ntl e s s.

muttered @ 9:58 AM.

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