'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Tuesday, December 30, 2003  

i've made up my mind.

a relationship with no strings attached maybe.

muttered @ 11:16 PM.

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oh my lord.
i'm up at 7 in the morning.
gonna go to the market with jean.
but i bet that cow is still asleep.
not replying my messages.
/pours water over jean.
hurhur.

will be having the steamboat later.
me, jean, dennis?, alene, jane, weining, angel, colly?, and gidania.
the crescent people.

the grocery list
1. vegetables (lots of them!)
2. tofu
3. golden mushrooms.
4. crabmeat.
5. fish and meat balls.
6. quail eggs (for gi.)
7. prawns.
8. cockles
10. scallops (if i'm rich)
9. chicken
10. pork slices
11. pigs liver (jean's.)
12. and i dunno what else.

speaking of gid,
i met up with her last evening.
had a heart to heart talk with her.
my gosh, we've not seen each other for almost a year.
it was good. the both of us just poured everything out.
that ever so emotional girl started tearing in the end la.
perhaps i'm just a disappointment to her.
i'm not what i used to be anymore.
i guess i've just grown up. changed alot.
oh wells. whatever.

can't wait to see them all later.

and to maine.
its good that you're enjoying life the way it is now.
please be good. don't make your mom worried alright?
you should know how she is la.
i'll see your mom, dad and gerald soon.
i miss that silly boy. all his jokes and nonsensical whatevers.

and advanced new year to all people!
its a new year, new start.
2003 wasn't a good year, but it was interesting.
and i don't regret it one bit.
thanks to all who were a part of it.
love.

muttered @ 3:13 PM.

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