'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Saturday, January 03, 2004  

right. i blogged a ton and it vanished. how cool.

niwae. i'll recap what i did yesterday.
school at 9.
town after that.
maine's place to get stuff.
back to town.
movie. mona lisa smile.
spins to slack with sarah.
down monks. boring.
walked to taboo at 2.
lola fullerton after that.

and i plopped down in bed at i dunno when.
i just got up.

what a day i had.
full time clubbing. woohoooo.

brovick. tsk.
she called me up just now.
that stupid girl.
been bio-ing my elder sis the whole time!
and she never realised it was my sis.
and now she wants her number.
crazy la.
u got no chance.
she's straight!

haha. funny of the year.

ripped this off jean's blogged.
i feel thats it real meaningful. and sweet. and nice. and i dunno what else.
haha.

it's all over now.
the year has passed.
it's amazing how much i think i grew up in the past year.
i realized how important it is to be happy.
how important it is to be truthful.
to be faithful.
i realized the difference of loving someone and being in love.
i realized that material stuff dont last.
it's love that keeps things alive.
i realized the importance of my good ol' frens.
they nvr fail to be by my side.
so we all have our own lives.
but everyone tries.
everyone makes an effort.
to be tgt sometimes.
and that means so so much to me.
without the girls.
i wldnt be me.
i'm glad i'm happy now.
always broke.
but always happy with those i love.


and jean, thats what i feel too.
i'm glad i have u guys.
nothing else matters.
i love u guys. alot.

and to you.
we'll take things a step at a time.
both of us don't know what we want at the moment.
i'm not gonna make matters worse by complicating your life even further.
but one things for sure,
i'm not gonna slip away.
we'll be close. like before.

muttered @ 2:29 AM.

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