'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Tuesday, January 13, 2004  

i dunno what to say.
oh wells.

you mean nothing to her.
you never meant anything to her.
you were a plaything. nothing more.
someone she could run to when she got bored.
and now that the love's back.
you're cast aside once again.
quit being the summoner.

she'd never be yours.
she'd rather be mine.
sorry to hurt you like that.
-shrugs-

i guess its a new year.
a lil too late to be talking all this shit.
but a new year. a new chapter of my life.
and its time i closed the last.

i have to make a choice.
decide decide.
/ponders.
argh.
i have a headache.

*the stars will be great tonight.

muttered @ 5:55 PM.

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