'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Wednesday, January 28, 2004  

eeeeeyer.
the weather's mad. so cold.

i went school today!
so proud of myself man.
and i'm not even at phuture tonight.
i'm home. home sweet home.
lalas.

damn funny.
i was walking to school today.
then at the junction,
i saw noah across the road.
so i waited for him.
then that silly boy. lols.
he thought he was looking at his own reflection!
we were wearing almost matching clothes.
red tops, blue jeans, white shoes. and then the same kind of bowling bags.
so we became couple for the day.
haha.
great minds think alike.
hurhurhur.

niwae. as usual, we slacked, and played around in school.
took nonsense photos. bitched. smoked. yada la.
i love school. school's fun.

met jean in town after that. slacked more.
saw gid at fep. that stupid girl. took my jacket away.
argh. my fave jacket.
i don't care, she better get the 60dolly bag for me. hur.
then met nix, alac. slacked more.

sorry i'm not down at zouk.
sorry i'm not down at monkey's.
school tmr. 930 till 930. eeeeeps.
see u guys soon ok!?

i'm feeling hyper.
/runs ard. hops ard. skips ard.
aiyah. i dunno whats wrong with me.

angel of the angels,
this is for you.
Along comes a sign that changes your mind and you want to do what is right for once in your life. So you try and make it work, but you make such a mess the harder it gets. And it hurts. When you feel weak and all alone and it seems you can't go on, just when you think of turning back cause you've got so far to go. If ever you need a friend, just someone to hold again. I'm here for you.

Just when you hope you've got what it takes to survive, you feel like you need someone else's advice. You wait for the day, you constantly pray that it comes, the day when you see your life turn around just for once. I know the times are hard for you. I'll be the friend you can turn to. I will be there when you're feeling scared. Don't be afraid, these arms will keep you safe.

I'll be there to catch you fall.

muttered @ 7:06 AM.

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