'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.
Monday, February 02, 2004
stop playing games could you?
stop pretending you love me when you don't.
stop telling me this, telling me that.
stop the lies.
stop saying shit just to make me happy.
stop. just bloody hell stop.
i'm tired.
very.
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
ps.bubu. zzzZzZzz.*
muttered @
3:56 PM.
my love horoscope for the year
Security is of the utmost importance to you, so you're on the lookout for a solid marriage partner.
-nods- You're more likely than almost any other sign to be faithful and you bring an attitude of commitment to any union. For those who want to win your heart, all that's needed is to supply loving comfort and attend to the practical needs of daily life and they’ll attract your attention. If someone takes you out to a good dinner in a place that provides a comfortable atmosphere, they’ll be well on their way to establishing a long-term connection with you.
You get along best with sure-footed Capricorn, but also enjoy the companionship of Virgo who can offer practical information and provide a sense of organization to the structure of your life. For excitement, you might try dating a Libra.
Because you're both ruled by the same Venus energy you may find you have similar tastes when it comes to romance. Scorpio will provide something of a challenge, but can be an interesting pairing, at least in the short-term.
You must watch out that you don't become too controlling. You'll scare off potential mates if you show your overly possessive side. Jealousy is always present for you if you feel any sense of uncertainty or insecurity within a relationship. this is so me. -shucks. To win your heart, a lover must be steadily attentive and take time in the bedroom. A slow lovemaking session with ample foreplay is your delight as you absolutely thrive on the sense of touch.
A hot romance is a big feature on the menu in February. Your energy peaks, you’re sexy, fun and unusually aggressive in your lovemaking. People will find you irresistible and you might need a bodyguard to protect you from adoring admirers! If single, you’re likely to fall in love in a big way in April. eyes open wide. Romance continues to be an active and important part of your life in the summer. Close allies are lucky for you during the latter half of the year. You’re more likely to go for a relationship that shows promise of emotional contentment, financial security and romantic happiness.
*we shall see, we shall see.
I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
i'm feeling sort of melancholic today.
was smsing a friend the other day,
this was one of her replies:
You're using her for the care she gives, the affection. the niceness, to get your mind of some stuff. distraction. and you enjoy her company.
well. i guess in a way, its true.
to you,
i'm sorry but perhaps we shouldn't continue on.
i'm tired of pretending.
i'm mentally tired.
sorry.
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me.
It's a fucking contradiction.
muttered @
12:14 AM.
