'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Friday, February 13, 2004  

happy v.day my loved ones. :)

it's funny how the people you least expect are the ones that will be there for you in the end.
it's funny how the people you least expect are the ones that will call you up and ask if you're fine.
i'm glad i have such wonderful friends who stand by me.
i'm glad i have friends that have been there for me ever since.
thank you, vern, cole, vic, pau, sab. thanks. for last night.
thanks to all the others too.
even nelson. i'll never for the words he said. we'll help you'.
thanks. thanks so much guys.

mom, i'm sorry i made you cry. really sorry.
but i know, yes, you're fucking proud of me.
it feels great in a way. -grins-
i don;t want to create trouble quote unquote.
what a contradiction.
-winks.

all in all, i had a great v.day.
i enjoyed myself to the fullest. and i mean fullest.
except for that small fraction.

next week, next week.
you're in for shit
i can't wait.
-rubs hand in glee.


See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know how i feel

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

*the irony and the contradiction.

muttered @ 9:42 PM.

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