'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Monday, February 16, 2004  

argh. i so want to sleep.
got woken up by the bloody phone.

car spins last night.
up and down mount faber we went.
ended up at wcp.
just chilling with the love and jerage.
togets with that bottle of wine.
splendid night spent. :)

suppose to be beaching.
but jerage's sick.
must have been the driving. round and round.
and the blasting music.
i swear my ear drums are gone. lols.
oh wells.
another day.

horoscope for the day.
The planetary alignment today encourages you to loosen up when it comes to your close relationships. If you have been pursuing someone with a certain very determined singleness of purpose, and not really getting anywhere, then it may be best to leave well enough alone, and to try your luck somewhere else. The only problem is that it may not be all that easy to let go.

getting there, getting there.
just a little more and it'll be over.
i'm on the mend.

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all the things i said, i meant.
its up to you to believe.
all the promises, everything.
i am still card 0, the fool in that pack of tarot cards.
but not for long.
i've learnt. i am not as gullible. i am not as naive.
i am stronger. i am a fighter.
i will not succumb. i have learnt.
i have learnt to curb my desires.
i am not what i used to be.
you have changed me.
i want to be card 21.

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if little things around help you remember,
then i suppose they're not really memories.
memories are kept in your head. and in your heart.
go relect.

i decided to take leave from school.

i forgot i have no heart.

//Benny Benassi - Satisfaction

muttered @ 10:34 PM.

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