'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.
Sunday, February 29, 2004
i watched the sun set last evening
ok. there was no sun.
we were a little late.
ah. whatever.
it was beautiful though.
tanning just now.
but the bloody sun was playing hide and seek.
stupid clouds.
.
i'm in a bad mood.
don't come near me.
.
horoscope for the day.
You'll probably find yourself very busy today, dear Taurus, which may suit you just fine. This can really work in your favor if you have some work to catch up on. As a Taurus, being energetic, active, and getting things done will be natural for you. In fact, when you have to sit for too long, you probably find yourself feeling restless or anxious. You fidget and squirm around. If you notice yourself doing this, it's a good time to go find something more active to do!
Today, as any day, will present you with opportunities to go against the grain. When you find yourself itching to speak out or stand in the way of what others may call "progress," do so with caution. You may be right in your convictions, but are you prepared to withstand the rejection or criticism you may encounter? Sometimes it's better to keep your thoughts to yourself and nurture them until the time to speak out is undeniably upon you. Drink some Green Tea and breathe deeply.
right.
too late then.
i've already done the wrong thing early this morning.
.
Tender was the night
Took an early flight
Rushing' home tonight
Something' wasn't right
I can't believe my eyes
I know I must be dreaming.
Did I come home too late, too soon
You in her arms told me the truth
Too late, too soon.
I wish I would have known
I wouldn't have left you all alone
Temptation led you wrong
Tell me how long has this been going on
Cause I thought our love was strong
I guess I must be dreaming.
Did I come home too late, too soon
You in her arms told me the truth
Too late, too soon.
What was I supposed to do
You had to see it for yourself
Cause I thought our love was strong
I guess I must be dreaming.
i don't know what i'm thinking.
please forgive me if i act a little strange.
i skipped school again.
rahs.
[>]check this out
looks familiar ain't it?
some people are just such losers.
lame shit.
//Jeff Chang - Cheng Jing Ai Guo
muttered @
11:19 PM.
and i miss you so
major moodswings.
its not the monthlies.
i think i'm undergoing depression.
ah fuck.
fuck it.
that thing you do
love,
please come back soon?
i'm going bersek without you.
come back and keep me company please?
-sulks.
oh wells.
kiting was fun yesterday.
all the running around.
and the
low flying kites.
bbq+steamboat was good too.
running around to get food.
shifting tables so we wouldn't get caught in the rain.
smelling all bbqy. yuck.
we were hot and sticky la.
plus the cockle juice splattering all over me.
we were how dirty la.
plus monks after that!
we must have smelled terrible.
there was some drum and bass thingie.
sosing after that,
just me and the love.
just talking and laughing away.
i like.
oh. and we saw the reverse bungee thingie.
lame shit.
suppose to have frogs for supper.
but it was closed by the time we went.
can we eat it soon pls?
hurhur.
horoscope for the day
Try, try again today, dear Taurus. It can feel so terrible to "fail" at something, that you just want to hide your head in the sand rather than face potential loss again. Yet, if succeeding is important enough for you, you need to overcome embarrassment and fear. Most people have to try more than once to succeed - especially in the most important of goals. Don't give up on yourself. Your goals are worthy of as much effort as it takes.
Today may well find you in the mood to head out on a venture or to visit someone, Taurus. When was the last time you took a day for something like this? Chances are, it's been too long, and not only will you enjoy it, others will be thrilled to have some time with you, as well. Whether you invite a friend to join you or go by yourself, seize the opportunity to connect with people you haven't seen in a while or to visit a new place.
Fantasies are nice when they echo something of your own deeper emotional nature. Today's celestial atmosphere means that you have a chance to act out one or two of your more enduring and playful imaginings. Arrange the setting wherever is most appropriate, and allow you and your lover to reexperience your initial passion. You will both be pleasantly surprised at how this deepens the bond between you.
rahs.
how do i do that when the love is not even with me!??!?!?
tmr morning if you wake up and the sun does not appear
i will be here.
muttered @
12:17 AM.
