'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Saturday, April 17, 2004  

X Nation was helluva fun.
the crowd was right. alright. the one in the members area was right.
the others. fwah.
everyone was in euphioria.
and drinks on the house. julien's treat.
and noah, as usual, mingling with the celebs and whatnots.
john. tsk tsk. him being the usual ham sup man. /roll eyes.

I'm glad the festival's over. finally.
all the hard work. and sweat put in. phew.
tiring tiring.
but it was a success.
most of the models are flying back today,
damn, gonna miss them.
but anyhows, at least we took photos with them.

It's over!
i've got more time for you now!

Sweet orion, counting stars up there and drinking your wine,
I am doing fine.
Words are left unsaid,
Not a whisper passing between this friends.
Your meaning is clear,
I won't ask again, your answers I fear
Met a girl a month ago,
Made me dinner and took me to a show.
Now she says she loves me blind,
I'll be leaving but don't you cry.
Did you think I left you in the lurch,
I've got news for you, you left me long ago.
Did you think it couldn't get much worse.
I still miss you sometimes,
When the moon is low and the stars are bright.
I miss you.

//Gretchen Lieberum - Orion

muttered @ 11:00 PM.

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