'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Wednesday, May 05, 2004  

the assesment went real well yesterday.
too good in fact. i bet something bad's gonna happen.
anyway, they were so impressed with my work.
imagine. thomas wee smiling at you like a chershire cat.
plus the panel was throwing out people and screaming away before that.
thats quite scary.
they were persuading me to do design instead.
but no. i'm staying put in merchandisng.
drawing's not really my thing.
and the technical stuff.
oh god.
but oh wells, will be taking part in the singapore young designer competition.
i'm the only one in class?
yikes.
was stressing over it last night.
deciding if i should or shouldn't submit my designs.
have to do up 12 designs by next week?
doubt i an get in anyway. only 20 out of 1000over applicants will be selected.
and after that, there'll be a 2 and a half hour practical assesment.
hafta come up with 8 designs in 2 and a half hours? omg.
and then they'll be selecting 8 finalists from the 20.
prize money. $14 000
winner takes part in the asian competition.
its quite a big event la.
prestigious.
rahs.

i just finished with one major project,
thought i'll be partying away.
damn.
this is even more major.

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oh karen,
haha. sorry i was going on and on about how stressed i was last night.
i just needed to rant.
hope u had a good night.
and hopefully was able to wake up in time for school?
lol.

st r es s e d

muttered @ 9:51 PM.

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