'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Friday, June 25, 2004  

and i'm still in a rather bad mood.
or maybe, i'm feeling worse than the day before.
its circa 0730. i can't get to sleep.

'very daring' was quite alright.
the blended grasshoppers and worms, the fish guts, sperms and blood, the disgusting raw squids, the sheep's dangdang and brain, the mealworms. ugh.
and there was this one guy who was so fucking pathethic. showed the finger, was so yaya, but lost straight after that. tsk.
but the guy who won was uber cool, plus the ogling at that girl.
it was worth going.
I'm so thankful to bryan. and the fat conducter bouncer.

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vern,
sorry bout last night.
oh wells, meet up soon.
we've got some major bitching to do.

jean,
thanks for last night.
hope you're ok.
in case you didn't know what you were muttering last night,
call me, i'll tell you.
it was quite hilarious.
oh, you should go kiting to thank the fella.

to e,
youre probably rejoicing now that i'm feeling low.
but no, i'm not pissed because i'm an ugly fuck.
at least i have a brain with more folds than you.
and you know what?
having a brain means i'm smart.
and i'll have the ability to make enough money to go under the knife if I wanted to.
superficial it may be.
but whatever.
i can't be bothered with a fugly.
oh, you probably won't understand what a fugly is anyway.

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tonite
levi's@rouge.
lola 9pm till 9am birthday bash.

or stella artois starlight?

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muttered @ 4:24 PM.

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