'In an ever changing world of gender, who knows what I'm going to end up being. But in the end, I want to morph into something I'm comfortable with.

Thursday, July 08, 2004  

I just need to talk to you for a second, it won't take me long. I gotta get this off my chest.

Listen, I'm really glad that you can take out time, cause i got a lot on my mind. I never thought that you would be the kind to do that dirt and hang your head. Babygirl won't you make me understand why you would say the things you said to me. You made me believe that we would be forever but it was all a lie. If it never really was what you saw in me, why did you say you believed in me? It's all because of you my security, it's driving me crazy. If it never really was what you had for me, why did you say that you wanted me, needed me? If it never really was what you meant for me, tell me. Now I know I've asked you time and time again, were you sure you didn't want another man. I would've understood it back then but you had to wait until I gave in. Now i know I've been a sucker for your love. Tell me what the hell was i thinking of, I should've listened to them when they told me but I learned it the hard way. Why would you play with my heart, when I gave it all. It's tearing me apart. All you had to do is say so, I would of let you go. You're making it so hard. Tell me why, why baby?

'And
----------it's all
---------------------downhill
-------------------------------------from here.' (New Found Glory.)

// Beatles - Yesterday.

muttered @ 12:17 AM.

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